Monday, July 3, 2017

Casual

All drama makes me tired. I want no more drama. It's enough. Let me live casually and be me. Then there you are, standing in the corner with a smile on your face. Your shady eyes calm me down instantly. Suddenly I know that you are the answer if I want to have a casual and less-drama life. Something that I've always wanted. But the path to be with you is not easy. There are rules needed to be broken. Like my own rule not to be the first one to text a guy. You are the only exception, I guess. Well, I'm sorry if it feels cheesy. I haven't done it in, errr perhaps almost ten years.

Oh no, you're not flawless of course. We share common flaws somehow as you are the male version of me. We both are impulsive, easy going, love being alone and, it's disgusting but we're too lazy to take a shower while we're here. And we also share common interests, from TV series to the political stuff. At that point, I know my life will be easy and casual with you. You are the answer if I want to keep my current life and share it at the same time. I still can be around my friends if I'm with you.

It's time to take a deep breathe and wish the road to you is a smooth one.