Letter for You, Dear

Dear, lately our relationship is not really good. I know I have to let you go but I don't want us to end like this. I still wanna make friend with you, although we can't be more than just good friends. However, you didn't reply my message. What's going on, dear? Are you mad at me? Well, I wanna talk to you. I wanna tell you that I used to like you before. I have liked you for years, when I was not able to think of someone else. But now, you don't have to be worry. I fall for another guy. He does things that you couldn't do before. He can make me cry while you couldn't. I was strong enough not to see you for days, and even months, but the fact that I haven't seen him for a while really hurts me. He causes pains in my heart, a lot of pain. But I keep forgiving him. Wherever I leave, I remember him. Today, I felt confused deciding which place to go because every place reminds me of him. He drives me crazy, dear. He really does. I heard a lot of rumors about him, about his past. I though it would make my feeling changed, but it didn't. There were times when I felt like forgetting him from my heart. Whenever it happens, he comes back to my heart and this feeling is getting stronger. What should I do? At one side, I'm glad that finally I can move on from you. But I'm scare. What if it doesn't end well? Dear, I hope I can tell you about it. About how I used to like you before and how I feel about this guy. I still like you, dear but I like him more. If you are my summer then he has to be my autumn...